The Time When You Feel So Damn Tired

I’m tired of being ill,

               no energy, can’t think,

               losing my skills.

I’m tired of trying to make things right,

               i give up – I surrender,

               no will to fight.

I’m tired of not being able to cry,

               i’d melt away,

               nothing left inside.

I’m tired because I can’t feel,

               walking in a daze – numb

                this can’t be real.

I’m tired of being “strong,”

               i’m weak, i’m fragile,

               its gone on way to long.

I don’t know what else to say,

              i’m hoping, i’m dreaming,

              i’m begging, i’m pleading,

  everyday

              please, take this feeling away.

Right now… I’m just tired…