I choose HOPE

Truthfully, I don't need any support or comfort right now.

All I need is for someone to criticize me.

To tell me that I am inadequate and incompetent of achieving what I need.

 Those criticisms give me hope, motivation, and a purpose.

God, I am psycho. Huishhhh :D

Everyday, people make me realize I do have to wake up.

Now, I am done.

Being crushed made me realize something very important.

I wasn't in love with what I thought I was in love with.

I wasn't in love with it, I was in love with the idea and resemblance of it. 

Having it meant having the good times and past to me.

I was in love with the past, the memory, not you.

I can't believe how long it has taken me to realize this,

but I am ready to embrace a different thing.

Something that gives me hope and resembles a better tomorrow 

(rather than a happy yesterday).

I don't know what the meeting tomorrow may hold,

but I know I will make my life better than yours.

Thank you for giving me the motivation to become my better self.

Becoming realistic and mature is a cycle that everybody enters through, 

the difference is that some enter earlier and some later.

If you can't understand my decisions and actions,

I am sorry, but I was a couple steps ahead of you.

I thing I want you to know, I still miss you.